Big Bang

Leaving with a big bang...

My mom always said that the ending is always more important than the beginning because that is what people will remember you by. This is something I've never been too good at, mainly through relationships, romantic and platonic. Well, I guess if it's a good and healthy relationship, there shouldn't really be an end right? But the ones that have an ending, I can't say that I've necessarily tried to give it a closure. In fact, most of them are tainted with a bitter taste, with the exception of a very few.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, when you have worked so hard at something and have devoted so much of yourself to just about anything, it's almost impossible to have a bitter ending... it's rather bittersweet. No matter how much I've hated so many moments while I was in it, as I'm making my way out, it leaves me feeling ... bittersweet. I owe it to myself to leave it with a big bang. You only try to give something a closure if it ever meant anything to you. Well, I guess it did for me.

Disclaimer: David and I are still happily together. In fact, today is our 11th month!