Thursday, September 24, 2009
Hiatus
not by choice. i don't have a blackberry anymore so i can't blog while i commute, which defeats the purpose of a commuter's journal. hmph.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Annoyed
I was so excited to get up and listen to the new clazziquai album I downloaded en route to work but as soon as I set down on the bus, my ipod starts being a bit psycho and skips through the whole album repeatedly. What a letdown. I hope I can find the album on imeem today at work.
Current person sitting next to me:
Late 20s early 30s, still party hardy on weekends in the "azn nightlife" scene (yes. one of those), rapping silently but with his hand, reeking of aqua de gio. I hope I painted an accurate picture in your head.
Hah. I wonder what others say about me. I was hoping to see Sun so I can draw on him again.
Current person sitting next to me:
Late 20s early 30s, still party hardy on weekends in the "azn nightlife" scene (yes. one of those), rapping silently but with his hand, reeking of aqua de gio. I hope I painted an accurate picture in your head.
Hah. I wonder what others say about me. I was hoping to see Sun so I can draw on him again.
Monday, September 7, 2009
relaxing
my idea of relaxing after a ____ day (fill in with a negative adjective) is playing bejeweled mindlessly while periodically facebooking and eating random things i find in the refrigerator while listening to clazziquai's new album.
am i weird?
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Big Bang
Leaving with a big bang...
My mom always said that the ending is always more important than the beginning because that is what people will remember you by. This is something I've never been too good at, mainly through relationships, romantic and platonic. Well, I guess if it's a good and healthy relationship, there shouldn't really be an end right? But the ones that have an ending, I can't say that I've necessarily tried to give it a closure. In fact, most of them are tainted with a bitter taste, with the exception of a very few.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, when you have worked so hard at something and have devoted so much of yourself to just about anything, it's almost impossible to have a bitter ending... it's rather bittersweet. No matter how much I've hated so many moments while I was in it, as I'm making my way out, it leaves me feeling ... bittersweet. I owe it to myself to leave it with a big bang. You only try to give something a closure if it ever meant anything to you. Well, I guess it did for me.
Disclaimer: David and I are still happily together. In fact, today is our 11th month!
My mom always said that the ending is always more important than the beginning because that is what people will remember you by. This is something I've never been too good at, mainly through relationships, romantic and platonic. Well, I guess if it's a good and healthy relationship, there shouldn't really be an end right? But the ones that have an ending, I can't say that I've necessarily tried to give it a closure. In fact, most of them are tainted with a bitter taste, with the exception of a very few.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, when you have worked so hard at something and have devoted so much of yourself to just about anything, it's almost impossible to have a bitter ending... it's rather bittersweet. No matter how much I've hated so many moments while I was in it, as I'm making my way out, it leaves me feeling ... bittersweet. I owe it to myself to leave it with a big bang. You only try to give something a closure if it ever meant anything to you. Well, I guess it did for me.
Disclaimer: David and I are still happily together. In fact, today is our 11th month!
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